And I'll always remember

     I remember, you use to treat me like I was the most important thing in the world. I remember you would hold me with a passion for want and lust. I remember when you wanted me and me.

You used me, that's all you ever saw me for, was for lust. You never cared of my feelings. You never cared for wanting me for ME. You never cared. Did you even care?

     I remember you looked at me with eyes of want. I remember you use to treat me like I was special. I remember when you would treat me like I was important, like I mattered.

You never liked me like I liked you. You never cared about my personality, or my attitude. You always cared about my body. Breasts and butts and legs and sex. I was your toy. I was your play thing. I was merely a tool for your play.

     I'll never take my heart away again. I'll never let you fool me again. I'll never fall for your lies. I'll never forgive you. I'll never forget you. I'll always remember.

I remember the nights I would stay up, waiting for you to call back. I remember when I would give into your wants, and you would leave me planted. I remember you saying you would never like me the way I liked you. I remember when I was blind.

     I'll never fall for your tricks. I'll never again fall for your lust. I'll never again forget who's really there for me. I'll never forget how you played me. I'll never forget your crime. I'll never forget the way you treated me.

I remember me needing you and you too busy to care. I remember you not caring. I remember you using me for sexual pleasure. I remember my sleepless nights. I remember when I cared. I remember when I wanted you. I remember when I needed you.

     I'll never fall asleep. I'll never take you now. I'll never want you too. I'll never forget your face and I'll never forget everything you said.

I will always care. I will always be ignorant. I will always remember. I will always want you. I will always care for you. I will always wonder about you. But I'll never forget. And I'll always remember.