I Can't Win

    I don't know where we are right now.

I don't know where we WILL be far from now.

    I don't know who we are anymore.

I don't know what anything means when it escapes your lips.

    I can't listen anymore.

I don't want to hear what you have to say

    I can't hear your lies anymore.

I never knew you could show me the things you did

    You're hiding behind your beautiful eyes.

We were two falling stares

    Two ships sailing past each other.

The movement in your body.

    The biting

The dreams

    The touches

The late nights

    I don't know what it means anymore.

I don't want to know what it means.

    I'll never trust anyone like I did you.

You threw it all away.

    You said you felt the same.

Then something changed.

    Why would you say you felt the same

You promised, you said, why would you lie

    We were two ships sailing

Passing with no purpose

    I hope we never cross again

Yet again I wish they would crash and stay united forever

    I don't want thing feeling to end.

The heart skipping beats

    The blood rushing everywhere around my body

The deepness of my nails against your skin.

    I don't know who we are.

I don't know what this means.

    I should have known.

Listened.

    Now I'm to blame.

I love you

    I hate you.

I'll always adore you.

    No matter how much you use me

And it's sad, it's true.

    But it's just how I feel about you.